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What a year... Started as a year with less expectations it rapidly turned into a year with so much challenges... Probably with more ups than downs, and definitely with too less time at all! I mean it's not that I didn't wanted to uplade things since August 2008... time was simply going on too fast for me to still be able to follow. To me it seems as though yesterday was August 2008 and tomorrow is already January 2010... You know what I mean. Nonetheless I would say 2009 was a good year. My studie is going very well, which is the most important thing for me at the moment since I never felt that right in doing something. I've found two really really good friends that I never want to miss again and with whom I had a lot of fun (not only on our almost famous karaoke nights )... But there have also been happenings that I wish to have never happened... Sometimes life is really kind of much too real and sometimes it's really hard to understand the way it works, but at least it still goes on...

Anyhow the only thing I really missed was to have time to sit down, relax and be creative... It's not that I have done nothing. I did some sewing stuff and some things for and in my flat for example but besides some pictures on events like birthdays I haven't made one single photo for example (oh, I just think of that I was at the DTM (German Touring Car Masters - Find out more about ) this year, which was great fun!... Like to do that again next year )... I haven't painted something even though I really really want to do it...

  


Yeah, to have time for painting that's my first big wish for the next year. Another is to find a good university for my semester abroad and of course to have a great semester there, too (so any suggestions are dearly welcome )... and to lose weight (probably every woman wishes it ). And it would be great to meet some dear friends again that I haven't seen for ages... Oh and not to forget: I neeeeeed to visit some concerts - I totally on withdrawal. Yupp, I guess that's it

What are your wishes for the next year???



I wanna thank all... *haha* just kidding No, finally I just wanted to say that I hope that just some of you keep the faith in me and come around from time to time to see if I'm still alive No, of course I still will be alive... I just have the feeling that almost noone is reading my journal anymore But honestly, I  know why and I'm really really sorry for my unreliability in 2009...


I thought a lot about a topic that I could use for a feature but I couldn't come up with one, so I decided to make a personal "Best of 2009" feature ... have a look at them - it's worth




uff... I should update this more often...

Even though I haven't been around for months, I couldn't resist to let you know that i'm becoming 25 today! Isn't it scary? I mean actually it isn't really old, but I'm feeling like becoming soooooo old The list of my doctors is getting longer and longer ... Anyhow, I'm really excited and I hope it will be a great day

Btw: Kleinmeli has her birthday today, too



As I said: it's not only my birthday, it's also Kleinmeli's birthday - this feature is only for you (hoffe es freut dich )



thx all other watchers, too [ps: I know I urgently need to update this list

Hey, i'm soooo happy - 'cause I've got my second Daily Deviation. Thank you soo sooo much for suggesting and for featuring and of course anyone who fav'ed or commented it

and here is the one:




I know (rather some of you ) are waiting eagerly for my news, so here they're :
Firstly, I found a topic for a new feature - finally! I have always troubles finding one *hihi*... So the feature topic for this time is "spring" and anything that comes to my mind when thinking of it . I hope you enjoy it...

Secondly, almost 3 of 8 weeks vacation are over *how sad!* and I still have a lot to do, 'cause I failed 2 exams and I have to repeat them at the beginning of the new semester...

Anyhow... I'm working on some new creativ things, like sewing new pillowcases and embroidering them for my re-decorated sleeping room... Maybe I'll do some pictures of it the next days... Oh and I've got a new camera and I'm really in love with "her". Can't wait for the next concert [April, 5th!] and of course of the results of the photos, 'cause this was the main reason to buy a new one.



As I told you in my last entry I'm really in the mood to do a new Vexel/Vector, so could someone give me hints for pictures that are worthy to vexel... I like vexeling hair or I would like to vexel jewelery, but I want to do portraits, not only little extracts. I would be very happy if someone could help me finding a reference pic XD.


Have you seen: Anarkitty1 is back and this makes me really happy. I really love her art and I can't get enough of it, so pleeeease go see her gallery, these are just some examples:



I need spring and I'm really looking forward to it, therefore I just had to make a feature on this topic:



thx all other watchers, too

It's about 1 am and I've been learning for my last exam this semester for hours and I will still need a couple of hours that night, but this will be, as mentioned, the last one for this semester - fortunately. Couldn't tell you how glad I am I'm completely exhausted, just want to sleep and relax... But at the same time I'm full of energy - I'm sooooo looking forward to clean my home, redecorate it and make a lot of stuff I like to do for months, most of all creative stuff. Anyhow I could imagine to vexel again. I haven't done a vexel for now almost 1 year or so and when I finished Joss I thought I wouldn't ever did one again but, yeah, I really like to do one again now... we will see...

Okay, I just wanted to let you know, that I'll be back tomorrow or the day after I'll make a new feature and stuff like that... would be nice if you would come back to see what happens

//edit: common don't let me wait any longer - otherwise i'll be starting to cry and cry and ... and you know... is it that what you want? //

Only *äh let me think... 5 days or 4 [however you like to count it ] until 2009... amazing how fast 2008 has gone by and like the most of the last years at the end of the year i have the feeling that i didn't used it as much as i could have... i mean, of course there are a couple of things that i've done and in fact some of them were really a good thing, but i have something like the feeling that i've probably missed something... could i have done more? could i've been more around or could i've made more real decisions? you know...

so i thought about my dreams or rather my plans for 2009... and i thought what about asking you for your dreams and plans for 2009? did you plan something special or did you only have the typical intentions like loosing weight??