Even though I haven't been around for months, I couldn't resist to let you know that i'm becoming 25 today! Isn't it scary? I mean actually it isn't really old, but I'm feeling like becoming soooooo old The list of my doctors is getting longer and longer ... Anyhow, I'm really excited and I hope it will be a great day

Btw: Kleinmeli has her birthday today, too



As I said: it's not only my birthday, it's also Kleinmeli's birthday - this feature is only for you (hoffe es freut dich )



thx all other watchers, too [ps: I know I urgently need to update this list

Hey, i'm soooo happy - 'cause I've got my second Daily Deviation. Thank you soo sooo much for suggesting and for featuring and of course anyone who fav'ed or commented it

and here is the one:




I know (rather some of you ) are waiting eagerly for my news, so here they're
Firstly, I found a topic for a new feature - finally! I have always troubles finding one *hihi*... So the feature topic for this time is "spring" and anything that comes to my mind when thinking of it . I hope you enjoy it...

Secondly, almost 3 of 8 weeks vacation are over *how sad!* and I still have a lot to do, 'cause I failed 2 exams and I have to repeat them at the beginning of the new semester...

Anyhow... I'm working on some new creativ things, like sewing new pillowcases and embroidering them for my re-decorated sleeping room... Maybe I'll do some pictures of it the next days... Oh and I've got a new camera and I'm really in love with "her". Can't wait for the next concert [April, 5th!] and of course of the results of the photos, 'cause this was the main reason to buy a new one.



As I told you in my last entry I'm really in the mood to do a new Vexel/Vector, so could someone give me hints for pictures that are worthy to vexel... I like vexeling hair or I would like to vexel jewelery, but I want to do portraits, not only little extracts. I would be very happy if someone could help me finding a reference pic XD.


Have you seen: ~Anarkitty1 is back and this makes me really happy. I really love her art and I can't get enough of it, so pleeeease go see her gallery, these are just some examples:



I need spring and I'm really looking forward to it, therefore I just had to make a feature on this topic:



thx all other watchers, too

It's about 1 am and I've been learning for my last exam this semester for hours and I will still need a couple of hours that night, but this will be, as mentioned, the last one for this semester - fortunately. Couldn't tell you how glad I am I'm completely exhausted, just want to sleep and relax... But at the same time I'm full of energy - I'm sooooo looking forward to clean my home, redecorate it and make a lot of stuff I like to do for months, most of all creative stuff. Anyhow I could imagine to vexel again. I haven't done a vexel for now almost 1 year or so and when I finished Joss I thought I wouldn't ever did one again but, yeah, I really like to do one again now... we will see...

Okay, I just wanted to let you know, that I'll be back tomorrow or the day after I'll make a new feature and stuff like that... would be nice if you would come back to see what happens

//edit: common don't let me wait any longer - otherwise i'll be starting to cry and cry and ... and you know... is it that what you want? //

Only *äh let me think... 5 days or 4 [however you like to count it ] until 2009... amazing how fast 2008 has gone by and like the most of the last years at the end of the year i have the feeling that i didn't used it as much as i could have... i mean, of course there are a couple of things that i've done and in fact some of them were really a good thing, but i have something like the feeling that i've probably missed something... could i have done more? could i've been more around or could i've made more real decisions? you know...

so i thought about my dreams or rather my plans for 2009... and i thought what about asking you for your dreams and plans for 2009? did you plan something special or did you only have the typical intentions like loosing weight??

As you can see I created a new journal layout - and believe me: it was really hard to create something that I do like more than one day *haha* - nonetheless I love it now and I hope you'll like it too


The last days, or rather the last months were sooo damned stressful. I had to do such a lot of things - but don't worry I'll not go into details, otherwise it would be very boring to you *haha*. The best thing: I think I've found what I was looking for concerning my 'study-career' and I'm not feeling like that I have to give up all my dreams any more, in fact it's exactly the opposite: I know I can fulfill my dreams, it doesn't matter how strange they seem or even how hopeless they seem, if I just keep on dreaming and most of all if I keep on believing in them therefore I will go to Canada again ... sooner or later

My intentions for the next weeks, probably until 2009 - if someone is interested in - improve my English skills as I really have to do, work hard for university (as I said: I badly want to fulfill my dream to go back to Canada, but therefore I've to finish my studies successfully), finish some creative stuff like a drawing of one of my friends and I would like to sew my first selfmade shirt ... and a lot of other things ...

And last but not least: I've got a new car and I trully love it

*bye bye*


Time for a new feature, and because winter is the time of love I decided to make a "love-feature" but regarding to things that come to my mind concerning the first love - hope you'll like it